如果，我从人海中消失

这时候的你会着急吗？

当我远离你的时候

我是狼狈的

无助 却步 惊慌 伪装

占据了我的生活

若你是会的，请紧握我的手

别再让我走散了

当你远离我的时候

你呢？

再让我看多你一眼吧！

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Just read a meaningful post from one of the blog, so decide to share it here. Although it has many words, please be patient on reading it. It's worth and useful when u feel stress or upset, even though bored. Sometime happy can be very easy, it all depend on how u live. Happy is come from your side~~

45 Ways to feel happier~~

1. Go for a walk every day and spend no less than 20-30 minutes in the open air. When I say ‘go for a walk’ it means you should just walk, with no purpose, and enjoy the process. Hurrying to the office or the supermarket doesn’t count.

2. Spend at least 8 hours for sleep that is essential for the organism to function well. You’ll feel more optimistic when you wake up.

3. Find time for listening to soft music, meditating, dreaming. While doing that forget about your problems and just think positively.

4. Don’t restrict yourself with socializing with people of your age only. Talk to children and old people and you will see how different visions of life can be. Life will seem brighter and more interesting to you!

5. Spend some time alone. Sit in a quiet place and concentrate on your feelings and sensations. Do it daily.

6. Participate in games, both mind and active ones. Play ball with your child, do crosswords, find something that’s different from what you do on the regular basis.

7. Learn a foreign language. Listen to songs in it, watch films. If you feel it necessary start teaching a language you already know. You’ll have a chance to talk to people that do not belong to your usual social

sphere.

8. Forgive everybody for everything. The main thing here is to forgive people in your soul. You don’t have to tell everyone that you’ve forgiven them, do it for yourself. (quite hard for me to do so!)

9. Don’t try to forget your sadness by working hard. This won’t help. According to Freud it will just sublimate but in the end you’ll start to hate your job.

10. Go to a club, dance, make new friends. (wow~~ i have excuse to go clubbing!! muahahhaha)

11. When you wake in the morning don’t jump up from the bed. Lie for a while, luxuriate and dream about your good future. (This lie will make me overslept ler!)

12. Introduce three ‘E’s into your life: Enthusiasm, Energy and Empathy.

13. Become the soul of your company, try to entertain your close people, familiars and even strangers. You’ll have some great fun!

14. Read more books. Don’t think that only losers read books. Education and erudition are valuable now. Besides, you’ll enjoy opening new worlds. (i wish i can do it more!)

15. Experts say you must have good breakfast and lunch while dinner isn’t that important. This is right, of course, but each organism is different. So, it’s you who knows best when to eat and what to eat. Indulge yourself with

delicacies from time to time. (Mostly my dinner is great than my breakfast, >.<''' This encourage me to diet!)

16. Don’t focus on things you already own for a long time. Try something new: makeup, perfume, clothing, lingerie etc. It will make you happy, believe me! (Wow~~lingerie, i am totally agree with it! i need more XIXILI~~ )

17. Don’t remember about bad incidents in your past and don’t remind people around you about those. Live here and now. (This is what i want, but hard! So sorry to myself)

18. Want to talk? Call your friends (even if you haven’t talked to them for ages). Ask how they are doing, what the news is. It will help you feel involved, and get along with others.

19. Smile if you feel sad. Do it even if it requires lots of effort. It will improve your mood.

20. If you have a chance, eat fruit right from trees, vegetables – from patches, and milk from cows. Experts say that it’s isolation from nature that is the source of our problems and dissatisfaction with life. (FRESH!!!)

21. Drink more water. (Are you hear that? Drink more will make me happier!)

22. If you can’t change the situation leave it as it is and don’t worry. Once I’ve read one man’s statement that made me think about worrying differently. He said: “If I’m being operated it’s surgeon who has to worry, not me. I can’t do anything.”

23. Take aroma baths, indulge yourself with aroma candles and spa precedures.

24. Draw! Don’t say you can’t. Now any pictures are considered creative. (Have a long long time din't draw!)

25. Start watching an interesting serial and you’ll have a few happy nights. (I always do that, and make me addicted...)

26. Change the environment. Walk in places you have never walked, visit another city. If you can afford traveling find time for that. (Craving for travel but meet financial problem..T.T)

27. Be closer to nature – lie on the grass, in the snow, sand; bathe in the sea or river; pick berries and mushrooms.

28. Visit concerts, exhibitions, cinemas – in brief, be a part of society.

29. No one will make you happy except you. (So love yourself more!)

30. Get rid of hatred. What’s the sense in spending your life for hating someone?

31. Don’t be too exacting to yourself. If you can’t do something today, you’ll do it tomorrow.

32. Find strength to laugh at your own mistakes the way you’ll laugh at others’.

33. Learn to wait patiently until the problem is solved and think positively.

34. Sometimes to win you have to lose. Think about it.

35. You are not ‘other people’ and you shouldn’t always compare yourself to others.

36. Don’t overdo. Define feasible tasks, achieve them and feel happy about it.

37. Spending money on yourself is both pleasant and useful! (This is exactly what i did! Shopping is awesome~~)

38. Only worthless people have no enemies. The more you’ve achieved the more secret and obvious enemies you have.

39. You have to be able to quit a bad job, leave off a boring book, stop chatting to people that irritate you. You have just one life and one shouldn’t spend it for minor things. (JAYJUN, this is especially dedicate to you!)

40. Envy is useless. You already have everything or will have everything you need in life.

41. Call your parents, family and relatives more often.

42. Give people presents, give them a part of yourself and they will reply you with the same.

43. Find a new hobby for yourself: dancing, embroidery, making plastic jewelry, etc.

44. Get yourself a pet that will make you happy each time you come home. (Schnauzer, i wish!)

45. Remember you have all the best ahead of you!!!

Don't Worry, be Happy! ^^

is you

i could not remember what i did for last 5 years in this date!

i have not dare to figure it out..

seem like no point for me to figure it out and sad alone here...

as i remember, i not used to celebrate this kind of date!

maybe just a simply wish is enough for us at previous?

but now, how can it be?

i am wondering..seriously curious about it.

This is no longer important,

what i know is i am missing you now, from bottom of my heart!

i miss you~ =)

Are u hear that?

告诉我

1月9号 午夜一点多

在谈话中 突如其来的一句话

把你守着多年的谎言赤裸裸的揭露了

像一把锋利的匕首狠狠的刺进了心

我呆着了 没有办法思考

“你骗我 你骗我 你骗我”

这三个字一直不停在脑袋里转

一整夜 心好像被撕裂了

加上酒精在血液里作祟

我整个人不舒服到极点

为什么

是过后清醒了一直自问的问题

我生气吗？我难过吗？我心碎吗？

我的心情都夹杂了这些情绪

一时之间我不晓得该怎样去处理

我只知道我不明白

而且也永远不会明白

我给与你的信任

是我的全部

相反的你一点都不信任我

所以你选择说谎

为什么要对我说谎？

难道你觉得我是无理取闹，介意你的过去的人？

因为尊重，所以我选择不去过问。

可是换来的却是谎言而不是你的坦白。

我在意的不是过去，而是你的坦白

难道坦白真的有那么难吗？

现在的我觉得自己很愚蠢

从来都不曾怀疑

总是相信你

因为我深信着

信任，必须建立在两人之间才能维护属于我们的感情。

但是我都错了

彻底的错了

这只是我单方面认为而已

这几年我拼命的维护又是为了什么？

我只是像个白痴一样守着一个空壳吗？

你的谎言 加重了原本已有的那条刺

彻底的让我心碎了

你要我怎样收拾你离开以后的心碎？

我知道再也没有答案

你永远都不会给我任何答案

Our Day

This festival and anniversary should have you to celebrate with,

but why you are not around?

i was not excited as what i think, not really enjoy the celebration of new year.

maybe is because...em...feel wordless to describe it!

i din't spend the day nicely!

everything seem can't run smoothly and a lot of birdy things are torturing me whole day!

what a bad beginning for me, feel terrible of it.

I miss you and still miss you~~

please let's me feel you tonight!