Daze!!!

In this moment

i should study for my paper

but what in my mind

is out of these words

trance for a long

'what i chase for the rest of life?'

it is not a good time to think about it now

however, it's spinning in my mind for couple days

raining outside

chilly inside

tonight will be another tough night

Commit Suicide??

Suddenly remember that i had a dream last night. Guess what? In the dream, everything went normal. i forgot the story line but what i know is i cut my pulse on my wrist, the blood dint come out from the wound. And the story end!

This dream bring any meaning? Who know?