What important to me?

First day went for class in this semester, nothing seems to work on right...sigh~~
The gap between class suppose not to arise since i arranged my time continues to attend class. Because the server of portal did not function well during the add drop week at last semester, so i could not add the time i wish to! So unfortunately that 1 of my lecturer is "killer"! She think highly of assignment...it is hard for me to handle all this due to another 3 two thousand papers are arduous to study. Corporate Writing need to publish magazine, Public Relations need to conduct a workshop, Comm Law need to do a report about certain Act. Stress~~

Change change change!!! i wan to change!!! i wan to add drop now but can't, and why other seniors can add drop themselves? What can i do with this o? When only can add drop? Go FE entreat the staff only can? How come!!!

Nothing Different

i was unable to bear my thick hair, so followed my mum went to town for a hair cut. Now, the hair become thinner and lighter, the damaged hair almost finished cut by the hair stylish. Since last rebonding caused my hair become "grasses", i used half year to make the "grasses" disappear from my head as i wished to maintain my hair's length. What a long long time!

My hair will curly back for sure after i wash it. Have any way can avoid it in stead of rebonding? i jz wan be natural, not wish like now..can see the trace of rebonding. i m truly fed up with rebonding dy...HELP!!!

Nothing different after hair cut, jz become shorter...

Gosh...look at my face...my panda eye become serious!!!

Another matter happened today, i forgot that my driving license was overdue. i suppose to renew before 10th of June, but i totally leave this behind. So i become a violator during this month...omg!!! i still drove to Penang, BM, PB, somewhere else and also went for work. Sweat lo..how come i m so absent minded? Luckily did not meet police on road. Hurh~~Need to eat more raisins~~

Finally i extricated myself to be a besom!!!

A Call From Heaven

is it possible to happen in life?

Long time dint hear ur voice dy...
miss so much~~
cant believe that can heard in dream...but the conversation was short.

i kept asking
"are u?"
''how come u can call from heaven to me?"
"got phone there?"
"possible to call often?"
bla bla bla~~
i was excited and feel glad
hurh~~~
and i forget what we chit chat afterward?

i know is u.
although our last conversation was long time ago.
if have 1 more chance,
i am willing to hear!

finally...finally...

the dream fulfill my aspiration for a moment!

Exhausted Work

Where i had been this whole week? seem like disappear in msn and also blogspot. well well well~~this is becos of my job make me no time to stay in front my laptop. Just 1 week only make me feel weary as a teacher of primary school. The life of teacher is bored, wake up early early in the morning, evening only bac from work everyday. Due to my tiredness, i would like to take a nap. when awake is night time dy. Then just left few hours for my own...but usually a part of those few hours were for the work. Argh!!! This will suffice for me to become panda and my face become worst and worst! T.T

i truly give up with this, luckily just for 13 days...if i become a permanent teacher, i guess i will mad! i dont think that i'm suit to become a teacher as i found that i'm not qualified. Scare that i will lead the young astray! Even i just work for 13 days, i'm trying to find a proper way to let the students understood wat i was teached. The students are pity as a result of their subject teachers were keep changing. Everytime they need to adapt the new teacher's style with no choice..i wonder how much they actually can learn in this kind of condition?

This is a new experience for me, some time i feel ''ceh! teacher is just like that only!" in fact, it let me know that it is not a easy work to be a teacher if u do it with true heart. Dont think that teacher only go to class for teaching or marking correction on students' homework, they need to prepare and handle any situation of students especially problem student. it is fairly complicated.

Now, another 1 week to go...after that i need to leave. Hope that i hv enough time to complete my works. Dont wish to keep my works to next teacher. Ok, it is all for today...but not yet feel sleepy. erm..finish 1 episode of Hana Yori Dango first. Oyasumi~mina.

永远的沉默

一个人
趁夕阳来临前
带着雏菊香
跑去见见好久不见的你

我：喂，我来咯~
你：...
我：最近过得好吗？
你：...
我：好久没有见到你了...抱歉哦~都没有机会
你：...
我：我...要回大学了...不懂几时还会回来？
你：...
我：怎么我好像在自言自语？
你：...
我：...

手里忙着整理
除了经过的汽车声
四周还是寂静一片

面对着沉默的你
我还能说些什么？
或许你都懂
一直都懂

我相信
这一切你都看在眼里
那我又能看到些什么呢？
我没那个能力

我知道没有机会了
所以我坚持
就因为

我...想你

就那么简单

傻傻的 傻傻的