走

我想出去走走
真的想出去走走
总是以为
出去走走是简单的

但眼前的事实告诉我
简单的东西最难实现
简单的背后
隐藏了多少的心酸与波折
还有数不清的绊脚石

到最后
伤痕累累的
又有谁看得见？

你走在你的世界
我走在我的世界
在两个不同世界的我们
会有交会的那天吗
我
依然等待着
不可能的答案

Tired with those...

i hv bac from uni for 1 week d
but still do nth at home
i hv not enough rest
even though i hv the chance to do so
this call wat? "fan jian"

i hv no money
but still cant find a part time job

i miss my fren
but still hv no chance to meet

i miss you
but cant meet you

somehow the plan is always rearranged
wat can i do with?
every moment...seem like keep changing
i cant even reach n follow the step
so useless n silly

feeling of hate
appear and appear again
=.=

另类的倔强

一转眼，十月走了
十一月到来了
这一个月
我又做了什么？

天天在回忆过去
有多美好
有多难过

到头来
我又为了自己做些什么
又为了你做过些什么

每一次
都试图找个谎言
该用谎言吗？
还是借口比较贴切

反正都一样
目的只为了让自己
好过一点
就那么一点

我就是那么的倔强
那么的理所当然
所以 当别人不停的向前走
我却另类得可以
不断地往后退

这种另类 并不被鼓舞

输家

凌晨 1.44
我 当机了
却步 让我没办法
继续 执行 前进

这一切
只因为堕落
很彻底的

对于未来
究竟有多大影响？

时间会告诉我
残酷的答案

如果下一秒钟
我变得积极
还来得及改变吗？

这一番 我永远是败笔

孤单的气息

当我收到一封来至新加坡的陌生号码

未结束的内容

竟引起我一丝丝的希望

我希望下半段的内容会告诉我，

是你 离开已久的你…

我深深希望着…

这时电话却响了，

另一头传过来的声音不是我期待的。

再一次，我又落空了…

心，又剥落了一小块

bla bla bla

really hate lab's pc...
they totally ignore mandarin
i cant find the input language for mandarin!
feel wanna write also cant do so...>.<

i hv a lot of thinking in my mind...
but i really hv no time to fulfill it!
wat to do when u meet this kind of situation?

i need more more more and more...
but who can lead me to become more success in my life?
am i too greedy to this all?
confusing and blur of it...

is time to wake up now!
no more dream and dream
final is coming..
i hv no enough time to study!!!
please IGNORE those which not important

世界/感官

终于...
期待已久的新专辑
将要发行了...=D

林宥嘉第二张概念音乐作品
"世界/感官"
10月30日全亚洲同步发行...



真是迫不及待啊
神秘嘉宾，台湾香港演唱会的歌
快给我听到烂了
室友应该开始抓狂了
哈哈~~

可是...月尾final exam...
有时间去买咩？
真的是炸到...打击 T.T

不要问我为什么这么喜欢
喜欢就是喜欢
没有任何理由

能唱歌的人很多
但能让我感动的歌声不多

沉醉在歌曲中
我会好一点
加油加油~~

Sushi addicted

last day of the Sushi King Card Bonanza...all rice-based sushi onli for RM2...so valuable!!! sure i dun wan to miss this opportunity to fulfill my sushi desire...hohoho...luckily wen told me...abo really miss the chance to eat without worry the price. =)

dun say wanna keep fit? no way with this season special offers...lol.... =X

almost 5pm onli we reach Auto City, from lunch change to tea time and postpone until dinner...really feel sorry to shuang n her bf, wait for us almost 2 n half hours due to wen lost her way to my aunt's house...for me sure will get mad d...=D...but this really a difficult chance for 3 of us to meet together, so even wait for long time...we still willing to wait...hehe~~

what we can saw was ppl all queue in front of the restaurant...so many ppl was waiting there. of course we need too. anyway...jz take some time to camwhore while waiting for our seat...*smile*

really feel upset to take photo now...my stupid hair make me feel crazy!!! when it can become wat i wan? how long i need to wait? i hv no patient at all!!!! *mad*

time to eat...yeik~yeik~stomach empty for whole day d...muz eat till gao gao!!

sweat!!! i m so round!!!

when 2 talkative meet...they will keep talking...and keep eating...
this jz a part of sushi we ate...

this is wat we call 'ppl mountain ppl sea'! when we leaving, still hv so many ppl waiting at the entrance...omg!!! so 'fou kua' =.= we all feel embarrassed to sit there talking, so Old Town become next place to continue 'sembang'...before we leave, i meet Ben with his gf, then onli i know she is shuang's relative..small small world..

what a nice day although i cant run my other plan, it worth to meet old fren. really miss u all...feel sorry that i cant join them to kl next friday...haiz...but i promise i will go with them one day...so wen n shuang save more money ya...then we go there clubbing n shopping...=)

thats all for today....nitez~~

p/s: tq to shuang's bf for stand treat.

30th September 2009

today is the last report for paper cct 1023. in the class, miss azura reminded us to print out the blog list form and evaluation form for assignment. the blog lists form easy for her to check bac our blog posts so that won't miss any of it. i had combined few days post in 1 entry before, izzit ok for that? i think shud be ok....haha...wat ever la...

final exam is coming soon, we still hv 1 group presentation and 1 group assignment to pass up. really wish that i could finish all those stuff asap! then fully concentrate on preparation for final. this semester pass very fast, i feel that i not yet start study but the fact is going to end soon. so stress for me!!!!!argh.....

bac to normal, miss azura asked us to list down the short form we used to use in sms. here the short form i use often.

omg= oh my God!
lvl= level
k= ok
mz= must
swt= sweat
nite=night
fren= friend
abt= about
bac= back
lol= laugh out loud

after the class end, i went to ask miss azura abt the course minor as i know she graduated at here with communication minor in tech comm. she gave me a lot of opinions and advice, now what i need to do is think properly my interest and choose wat i like. hope that i can make a good decision. this is the 1st time i feel lost to my future career.
hey fren, wish me luck ya!!!!! :)

p/s: tq miss azura that teach me a lot of knowledge, it really enlarge my view in tech comm field!

27th September 2009

after raya, the class seem like lack of ppl. mayb frenz all still in holiday...haha :X

bac to the lesson today, new chapter abt multimedia had been lecture by miss azura. there are 5 components in multimedia include audio, image, video, text and animation. still remember last semester my group members and i had done with 3 short video. everytime i watched bac, i sure will laugh...lol...

really funny with our 'acting'! although my co-curriculem is 'seni lakon', but i totally jv no ant technique of acting. in those 3 short video, i was the director or editor with no any experiences and shooting skill. luckily, had a senior gave me a lot of suggestion and advice in one of the video. mostly the video complete with wat we feel right!!!!:p if i hv time and u all r willing to watch, then onli i upload those 3 video here!

i need to improve these skill due to i plan to step into broadcast field. i wish...i wish i could...=.=

13th September 2009

what is RCA connector? i totally dunno wat is that!!! dun worry...it is easy to know when u surfing net and read abt it...lol....

An RCA connector, sometimes called cinch plug or lotus plug, is a type of electrical connector that is commonly used in the audio/video market. The name "RCA" derives from the Radio Corporation of America, which introduced the design by the early 1940s to allow mono phonograph players to be connected to amplifiers.

In the most normal usage, cables have a standard plug on each end, consisting of a central male connector, surrounded by a ring. The ring is often segmented for flexibility. Devices mount the jack, consisting of a central hole with a ring of metal around it. The ring is slightly smaller in diameter and longer than the ring on the plug, allowing the plug's ring to fit tightly over it. The jack has a small area between the outer and inner rings which is filled with an insulator, typically plastic (very early versions, or those made for use as RF connectors used ceramic).

Now onli i know this is the cable i used to see the video player plug into the television. for more information, jz read in wikipedia...:p

Simply update

Raya's holidays going to end d, feel heavy to go bac to university. although holiday, but i hv no mood to update my blog..tonite is last nite at home, so jz take few time to write a little. *lol* this holiday full with gathering, can consider as no time to 'nua' at home...some time feel tired with this. i know my mum wan complain that i always went out, but i still pretend dunno. *bad girl* XD

Many things feel like wanna share, but no time to blog here too.*excuse of lazy* yup...really lazy to write, summore hv many photos not yet get from jay, huileng, fish and melody. wan show the photos also hard, dunno wanna wait till when only can get them all. After that we all wan bac to own place, it is hard for me to get from them. wish that later i hv time to get from them, izzit possible? wish so...hopefully i can post wat i hv done during this holiday asap!

i know i will start busy afterward, few assignment and final exam are not allow me to goyang goyang again. *hate a!!!!* many plan not yet complete, wat to do if i hv no ability to do it?


i promise will sleep early...but not wat time d? =.='''
is time to bed...goodnitez everyone...

Should i

when i stay alone
i will lost my way
am i think too much for all?

should i leave without any voice

i miss someone i love
should i leave them too?

All in 1

i m back to my blog. Seem like i was missing for so long, actually not that long. When bac to uni, damn lazy to come out on9 to sit couple hours to write an post. Besides, i was busy with 2 mid-term exam which on last friday and tuesday. i feel sorry to Miss Azura that i dint update my blog on time. so now i decide to combine all 5 posts in 1. Here i go...

9th September 2009

Today lecture is abt facsimile system and paging system. When I was small age, my home had a fax machine which for business use. The machine is exactly a phone with a scanner inside for copy the documents. Every time it rang, I picked up but no human voice come from the other side..jz sound “dodo…dodo…dodo…”. My mum told me, if heard that sound just press the green button there…that green button write a ‘START’ word. So every time the phone rang, I sure will volunteer to pick up the phone and press the green button. I wonder y that time I m so ‘curious’ with it, jz a fax machine wat. But now when I stay at office, once I hear the machine rang, I will feel geram with the sound cos nobody wan to stop the “rang….rang…rang…” although the machine will auto accept all the call from other.

The paging system remind me that the pager always appear in the 90’s hong kong drama. The hero and heroine sure have their own pager to contact each other. As I remember, it appears quite long time. After tat no more d, cos the cell phones were used at large. This lecturer remind me that still have this kind of things in this world…haha..

6th September 2009
today, lecturer continue with chapter 6 Telecommunication. This lecture is about Telephone System and Celuller Phone System. This 2 system really bring a lot of convenience to me. Look back to my secondary period, i used to contact my frenz with telephone. everday sure will call someone to ask abt homework or talk nonsense...sometime talked for couple hours. we like to call this as 'cooking porridge'..:p... i like 'cooking porridge' cos we could shared alot from that. *wink*

after graduated, we were seldom stay at home since most of us further study in town. we were no longer use telephone to keep in touch. most of us were using cellphone now and for sure we jz sms to contact each other. we are not able to 'cooking porridge' with cellphone since the cost rate high till can make us starving for no money. haha~~ 3 years ago, I used my salary to buy myself a 'whitey' z520i, i m still using it although it almost outdated. This 'whitey' be with me a quite long time, have a 'deep relationship' with it. but i force to plan buy a new 1 since it is going to die T-T, but still cant find a suitable model for myself..so keep researching of it.

2nd September 2009
RazakSAT, named after the second Prime Minister of Malaysia Tun Abdul Razak, is a mini class satelite weighing 180kg and the first remote sensing satellite in the world to be obiting the equator. RazakSAT was launched on 14 July 2009 at Kwajalein Island in the Republic of Marshall Islands.

The equatorial orbiting satellite would enable observations of the earth's surface to be made more often compared with a polar obiting satellite. RazakSAT can revisit the same spot four to six times a day and has a 2.5m resolution. Two 'baby' satellites, CubeSAT and InnoSAT, weighing approximately less than 10kg each were also attached to the body of RazakSAT. CubeSAT was developed by Astronautic Technology (M) Sdn Bhd which InnoSAT was developed by Universiti Sains Malaysia, Universiti Teknologi Malaysia and Universiti Malaysia Perlis. These baby satellites are to take images for research and development purpose. Government agencies such as the military and police would vet requests for sensitive images. With RazakSAT, Malaysia now has its own satellite to monitor security in the country, natural resources and maritime activity.

30th August 2009
well...today i dint attend the class. last 2 day, received a phone call from home. My mum said that brother's was injured becos fall down from the bicycle. His bone was broke so went for operation. aiks....my mum seldom call me when i was in the uni. Once have any bad news onli will contact me..haiz....hate this kind of feeling so much. So i decided to bac home on Saturday since Monday is National Day. but i force to absent for all class on Sunday. Feel sorry to all lecturer. Pls dun blame me cos i feel that family is important. :p

26th August 2009

Coaxial cable, or coax, is an electrical cable with an inner conductor surrounded by a tubular insulating layer typically of a flexible material with a high dielectric constant, all of which are surrounded by a conductive layer (typically of fine woven wire for flexibility, or of a thin metallic foil), and finally covered with a thin insulating layer on the outside. The term coaxial comes from the inner conductor and the outer shield sharing the same geometric axis. Coaxial cable was invented by English engineer and mathematician Oliver Heaviside, who first patented the design in 1880.

Twisted pair cabling is a form of wiring in which two conductors (the forward and return conductors of a single circuit) are twisted together for the purposes of canceling out electromagnetic interference (EMI) from external sources; for instance, electromagnetic radiation from Unshielded Twisted Pair (UTP) cables, and crosstalk between neighboring pairs.

Unshielded Twisted Pair



Shielded Twisted Pair

An optical fiber (or fibre) is a glass or plastic fiber that carries light along its length. Fiber optics is the overlap of applied science and engineering concerned with the design and application of optical fibers. Optical fibers are widely used in fiber-optic communications, which permits transmission over longer distances and at higher bandwidths (data rates) than other forms of communications. Fibers are used instead of metal wires because signals travel along them with less loss, and they are also immune to electromagnetic interference. Fibers are also used for illumination, and are wrapped in bundles so they can be used to carry images, thus allowing viewing in tight spaces. Specially designed fibers are used for a variety of other applications, including sensors and fiber lasers.

Light is kept in the core of the optical fiber by total internal reflection. This causes the fiber to act as a waveguide. Fibers which support many propagation paths or transverse modes are called multi-mode fibers (MMF), while those which can only support a single mode are called single-mode fibers(SMF). Multi-mode fibers generally have a larger core diameter, and are used for short-distance communication links and for applications where high power must be transmitted. Single-mode fibers are used for most communication links longer than 550 metres (1,800 ft).

Joining lengths of optical fiber is more complex than joining electrical wire or cable. The ends of the fibers must be carefully cleaved, and then spliced together either mechanically or by fusing them together with an electric arc. Special connectors are used to make removable connections.

23rd August 2009
first lesson after semester break, cant deny that i still in holiday mood. Time went so fast until i am not able to adapt it but force to. What a rainy day, it is good to have a nice dream on bed...but this all jz my dream..because i still in the class since 8am in this morning. Try to pay fully attention to lecturer although very sleepy.

today lesson is all abt internet...so shame that although i using internet for so long, still have many basic i do not know wat is that actually. So many years jz know to use internet for msn, email, browsing web, blogging, facebook & etc. Luckily lecturer lecture a lot of information abt this. At least now i know more abt it and this make me easier to explore more things abt internet. So appreciate have this chance to take this paper. *blink*

Missing

i miss you
Damn miss

叹气 不间断

找不到上网的理由
haiz~~
已经从上星期开始
不停的在我口中发出haiz..haiz..声
做莫酱haiz...？

实在是无言以对
怎么这次回来什么劲都没有
没有动力上网
没有动力准备下星期测验
没有动力开始做功课
连上课几乎都是钓鱼的过
甚至出来见人都懒
真是罪过罪过！

这学期我已经翘了很多课
这两个月来
好像每星期都回家
怎么一点都不像在上学

神啊 敲醒我吧！
将懒虫睡虫吃虫
都从我身上抽离吧

啊~~~
真是受不了我的头发
算了
就算再发牢骚 也无济于事 T-T
真搞不懂自己当时吃错什么药

不想在这里溜达了
回房去
晚安~

转换

爱 这个字包含了很多很多
有多少人懂
是在乎？是陪伴？还是寄托？
还是纯粹的填补心中的寂寞？

每个人的定义都不同吧

我不敢说我懂
更不敢说别人不懂
只因每个人的想法不同

我看不惯
别人处理感情问题的方式
或许每个人经历的 不一样
思想的层次不同
自然而然的相处也会随之改变

曾经 我怨过
现在 我选择停止这想法
虽然我懂有可能我会办不到
如果我没试过
我绝不会得到答案

我并不是忘记
而是把自己的中心转换
就让别的事
将难过的都掩盖过去

让我觉得庆幸的是
朋友 还记得我的存在
至少在他们伤心难过时
还会想起我
曾经无话不谈的分享一切

我想把过去找回来
我试着 努力着
不想因为外在因素
将友情置之不理

因为我很想念你们

我没有被遗忘
但还有多少人 记得他的存在？

12th Aughust 2009

Today Miss Azura absent for the class, but the class still go on with her pop quiz she mention b4. Another lecturer help her to guide us. Unfortunately, i dint study due to i rush for the assignment which need to pass up today. Till now, i still not yet complete..so sweat no. Some more dunno how to do the pop quiz although is easy. Haiz!!!! really sad!!!!

What is B2B, B2C & C2C

B2B (Business-to-Business)
Companies doing business with each other such as manufacturers selling to distributors and wholesalers selling to retailers. Pricing is based on quantity of order and is often negotiable.

B2C (Business-to-Consumer)
Businesses selling to the general public typically through catalogs utilizing shopping cart software. By dollar volume, B2B takes the prize, however B2C is really what the average Joe has in mind with regards to ecommerce as a whole.

C2C (Consumer-to-Consumer)
There are many sites offering free classifieds, auctions, and forums where individuals can buy and sell thanks to online payment systems like PayPal where people can send and receive money online with ease. eBay's auction service is a great example of where person-to-person transactions take place everyday since 1995.


copy from some1...sorry ya..

小花的阿嬷

唐门 叫成唐阿门的阿嬷走了...

突然哦~
一路好走...文英阿姨

Can I Bite You?

seem like i give bac my BM to teacher dy.
so hard to do the assignment in bm writing.
how long i dint write for it?
as i remember, last semester i wrote in BM mah...
sigh!!! what to do now...
my brain is stuck-ing now!
cant think any point to write T.T
anxiety...hate this feeling!
i need to abreact!!!!!

tomolo still have photo shoot,
i dun wan be panda in the photos la..@.@

I HATE 'YOU'

ARGH!!!!

i m pek cek-ing
feel very heavy for these couple days
how come i can stress like this?
pressure than last semester
more & more...
i wonder
how to release?
my brain going to explode dy...
escape...escape...escape...
where to escape?
where is my haven?

MyEG Portal and Rilek Portal

MyEG Services Berhad is a concessionaire for the Malaysian E-Government MSC Flagship Application. The role as a Service Provider for the E-Services component essentially provides the electronic link between the Government and citizens/businesses.

Through the portal, they offer the Malaysian public a single point of contact between the Government and the people it serves. This portal enables Malaysians to dynamically interact with numerous agencies within the Federal, State and the Local Government machinery providing services ranging from information searches to licence applications.

To cater the services which require physical presence/interaction, MyEG has set up E-Service Centres located throughout the country to complement our online presence. We believe that through this dual approach, we can enhance the relationship and quality of interaction between the Government of Malaysia and it’s citizens.

Rilek Portal
-eServices is one of the six Malaysia’s Electronic Government Flagship Applications. In conjunction with the said initiative, KOMMS introduces RILEK to provide innovative online solutions and direct system linkages to JPJ, TNB, Telekom and various financial institutions. These provide us an edge in online payment authorization and multiple services integration.

RILEK provides different options for you, either through our user-friendly kiosks located widely, our website at www.rilek.com.my or RILEK Center, within one host; serving the same purpose.

RILEK is the revolutionary way to perform all your Jabatan Pengangkutan Jalan (JPJ), Telekom Malaysia Berhad (TMB) transactions electronically via various delivery channels.

RILEK offers JPJ Driving Licensing services, summons payment and inquiries on Kejara Points. Our services include electronic utility bill payment for TNB and Telekom bills. You can complete all your billing payments and inquiries from anywhere.

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This post suppose need to post last 2 week. but i was too busy to rush my assignment so i left it there until now onli i have time to post it..Sorry ya, Miss Azura! Pls forgive me...>.<