A Call From Heaven

is it possible to happen in life?

Long time dint hear ur voice dy...
miss so much~~
cant believe that can heard in dream...but the conversation was short.

i kept asking
"are u?"
''how come u can call from heaven to me?"
"got phone there?"
"possible to call often?"
bla bla bla~~
i was excited and feel glad
hurh~~~
and i forget what we chit chat afterward?

i know is u.
although our last conversation was long time ago.
if have 1 more chance,
i am willing to hear!

finally...finally...

the dream fulfill my aspiration for a moment!

Exhausted Work

Where i had been this whole week? seem like disappear in msn and also blogspot. well well well~~this is becos of my job make me no time to stay in front my laptop. Just 1 week only make me feel weary as a teacher of primary school. The life of teacher is bored, wake up early early in the morning, evening only bac from work everyday. Due to my tiredness, i would like to take a nap. when awake is night time dy. Then just left few hours for my own...but usually a part of those few hours were for the work. Argh!!! This will suffice for me to become panda and my face become worst and worst! T.T

i truly give up with this, luckily just for 13 days...if i become a permanent teacher, i guess i will mad! i dont think that i'm suit to become a teacher as i found that i'm not qualified. Scare that i will lead the young astray! Even i just work for 13 days, i'm trying to find a proper way to let the students understood wat i was teached. The students are pity as a result of their subject teachers were keep changing. Everytime they need to adapt the new teacher's style with no choice..i wonder how much they actually can learn in this kind of condition?

This is a new experience for me, some time i feel ''ceh! teacher is just like that only!" in fact, it let me know that it is not a easy work to be a teacher if u do it with true heart. Dont think that teacher only go to class for teaching or marking correction on students' homework, they need to prepare and handle any situation of students especially problem student. it is fairly complicated.

Now, another 1 week to go...after that i need to leave. Hope that i hv enough time to complete my works. Dont wish to keep my works to next teacher. Ok, it is all for today...but not yet feel sleepy. erm..finish 1 episode of Hana Yori Dango first. Oyasumi~mina.

永远的沉默

一个人
趁夕阳来临前
带着雏菊香
跑去见见好久不见的你

我：喂，我来咯~
你：...
我：最近过得好吗？
你：...
我：好久没有见到你了...抱歉哦~都没有机会
你：...
我：我...要回大学了...不懂几时还会回来？
你：...
我：怎么我好像在自言自语？
你：...
我：...

手里忙着整理
除了经过的汽车声
四周还是寂静一片

面对着沉默的你
我还能说些什么？
或许你都懂
一直都懂

我相信
这一切你都看在眼里
那我又能看到些什么呢？
我没那个能力

我知道没有机会了
所以我坚持
就因为

我...想你

就那么简单

傻傻的 傻傻的

NEW Job

Got a call this noon, i jz get a job for this last 3 weeks of my holidays...it start from this Thursday. the details still not clear, need to wait till i go there. a bit scare and nervous...do not know why? perhaps i can make it...

Going to end my Otaku life, need to wake up early in the morning everday...argh~~it is hard for me! i sure will unaccustomed to all of this. is time for me to adjust my time, if not after go bac to uni sure will meet some trouble.

Hurh...need to prepare for my job and stuff to use! still have 1 day to go...
wish me with luck! Nitez...everybody~~

Busy home

my house was busy just now..family members visit us with no reason. They just simply come and overnight. another home gathering again, our home gathering mean to EAT! start from morning eat until night..what a ''good good'' day for me and my body fat become more n more. even though the body weight decrease be4, after 1 day..my weight sure increase more than decrease T.T this really make me want to cry!!!

due to aunty bought the famous "zhu qiong fan" in teluk intan and 2 pots of home made "tau fu fa" for us. she knows that brother and i like to eat the "zhu qiong fun" so bought espeacially for us..but brother go to camp, no chance to eat...lolz~~and the "tau fu fa" very smooth n full of savor of the soybean..good good good!!!

this is the "zhu qiong fan" that i mentioned jz now, different with other place...no sauce but match with pickle chilies. the flavor only can find at teluk intan...muz try if u got chance!


is it durian season now? they bought this too...the house full of durian odour...beh tahan >.<"
forget to take ''tau fu fa'' pic..show other day if i still remember.

tomolo muz control!!! Less quantity...Less Calories...
tired...Good Nitez~~

Spec...

i wan this!!! i wan this!!!
more prefer black colour..hope that suit my big face!!!
a bit scare that after buy only found that not suit me...=(

so how? deal or not deal?

Cheese Cake

i miss the mini U-hu-hu from The Loaf...when can i eat again? The Loaf only can find at Langkawi and Pavilion KL. impossible for me to go now...miss miss miss...T.T

Fruits Salad

look taste? its look so so but very nice ^-^

recently nothing to do at home..0.0'' so find something to do...yeah!! today make some salad.,.share with you all here.
this salad is easy to make...the important is very tasty!!! like it so much!!! before that, i really hate to eat fruit salad because the mayonnaise taste weird! luckily, my mum know how to make a tasty salad after she back from a dinner at somewhere. mum said must add raisin and peanut, this 2 will make the salad taste great!^^,

well...first of all, prepare the ingredients...red apples, green apples, carrots, broccoli, raisin, peanuts and mayonnaise. (you can add any fruit or vegetable that you like) just simply cut everything in pieces...mix all the fruits and vegetables with mayonnaise without peanuts 1st. once you serve only put the peanuts, if u r lazy then just mix it...this depend lo. em...another important point is...use salad mayonnaise in stead of original mayonnaise...it taste better! as i know, can use yogurt too...more healthy for us. i never try before, maybe can try for another time. and last, keep the salad in freezer...

yummy yummy...

Brighten My Day

i found a sentence...

if i indulge myself with something i never try, my life will become more and more fun.
but why after i tried...the enjoyment was jz kept for a moment?
i found that my day become darker afterward...>.<

i have no ability to brighten my day with any luxuries...
that is impossible to happen on me everyday!
i know the Lord is fair...because no pain, no gain!
but sometime i feel that not really...
how much we gave, do not mean that we will get any reward even though we do not hope for it.

is it rich guy only has chance to get a beautiful day?
what i know is no...just we need to figure out what can we do to make our day become beautiful without any luxury stuff.

i try...and try...
i will find my way in future~~

Life is short

One of my friends leave us in this morning. he was involved in an accident, we all still not clear about what the real reason of the accident...need to wait Ham go to kluang only know the real situation... T.T

my mind full of his image now...he was a nice guy, give us a lot of fun when we gather. i still remember that he help us acted in our short movie...he had a lot of jokes and ideas...we all praised him can be a comedian. i still remember the time we went to kuala perlis for spring festival's celebration of bureau exhibition and bureau promotion..we sang together in the bus along the journey back to uum...

jz now i look back the pictures and movie...can't believe that he was leaved us...jz feel that he still alive!

REST IN PEACE, SAM
this smile is always be with you forever! =)

how nice ur smile! how nice ur laughter!

why nice person always will leave us early? why god like to take away our life without any signal?

the feeling is back to me...really dun like the horrible feel! i hate to get bad news again! what can we do when we meet such of trouble? is it we jz can waiting the moment to leave?

Reborn

A brand new face of my old blog! i think is time to use back blogspot due to some reasons. Here...i had recorded some of my stories and feeling since year 2005 ...but after that i changed to 枫の物语 during these 4 years...just now i decided not to delete all the older entries as they were all my valuable memory although some of them were childish...and now i will continue writing at here with my future life. hope that i can write more to share with you all!

Have a nice start with glad!
Stay with me ya~~frenz~~

Nitez~~=)